{"id":7814,"date":"2020-01-10T21:29:26","date_gmt":"2020-01-11T03:29:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/?p=7814"},"modified":"2020-01-10T21:38:53","modified_gmt":"2020-01-11T03:38:53","slug":"the-professor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/2020\/01\/10\/the-professor\/","title":{"rendered":"The Professor"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"800\" height=\"450\" src=\"http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/wp-content\/upLoads\/peart1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-7818\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/wp-content\/upLoads\/peart1.jpg 800w, http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/wp-content\/upLoads\/peart1-300x169.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/wp-content\/upLoads\/peart1-768x432.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>My sister was five years older than me, and music (and books) were her refuge. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because she tended to hang out with people a bit older than her, the music she listened to was definitely well ahead of what I bought as a kid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>One day on her bedroom floor was an album with a glowing red star on the cover and &#8220;RUSH 2112.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;d heard the band on the radio, mostly the hits from their debut album (the song: &#8220;Working Man&#8221;) and the title track from <em>Fly By Night<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But Rush&#8217;s <em>2112<\/em> was different.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">The Concept<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>Rush&#8217;s <em>2112<\/em> was not the first concept album I heard at the time (my dad was a Jethro Tull fan, so that went to <em>Thick as a Brick<\/em>). But 2112 was the first concept album that found me lying on my stomach on the floor, listening to the music and reading the lyrics.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I couldn&#8217;t get enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It wasn&#8217;t just music&#8230;it was a whole side of an album dedicated to a story that enthralled me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Moving Pictures<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>To say I looked up to my big sister is an understatement. And when it came to my step brother, my adoration for another human being bordered on worship.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Summers were spent visiting my father in Kansas, and the summer after Rush&#8217;s <em>Moving Pictures<\/em> came out found the three of us all agreeing that there were fewer things better in the world than that damn album.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Of course, &#8220;Tom Sawyer&#8221; was the tune the world loved, but it was &#8220;Red Barchetta&#8221; &#8212; again, a song that was all about story &#8212; that hooked me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I went much deeper than my sister and step brother. For them, Rush was just another cool band. But for me, every song was a secret to unlock.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Moving to Texas<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>In 1984, my mother and step father told me we were moving to Texas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I could think of no greater hell than to leave my friends and a love for certain bands behind in northern Illinois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I was happy to discover in my first week in Texas that someone in the Lone Star State played Dungeons and Dragons. And through that friendship, I found other friends&#8230;all into Rush and D&amp;D.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>More friends followed &#8212; the people who affected me for the better in those times were all shaped by a love for a band that made it okay to be a geek&#8230;or a writer&#8230;or a musician&#8230;or an artist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">I Want to Write&#8230;<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>I always wanted to be a writer, but it was only in my very early teens that I seriously considered it. And from that moment, because youth works in hyper-time, I felt I needed to hurry to meet my goals.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And then, in 1982, came a Rush album <em>(Signals<\/em>) that seemed written for me. Not just because &#8220;Subdivisions&#8221; summed up what it was like living in the cracks of so many in-betweens, but because the song &#8220;Losing It&#8221; started a clock in my goofy little mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed-youtube wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-embed-aspect-4-3 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Rush-Losing It (Lyrics)\" width=\"500\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/jEagi9co0Ko?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>These lines still knock about my head, even though I only have a little white in my beard and my face is not very lined&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote\"><p>The writer stares with glassy eyes, defies the empty page. <br>His beard is white, his face is lined, and streaked with tears of rage. <\/p><p>Thirty years ago, how the words would flow, with passion and precision.<br>But now his mind is dark and dulled by sickness and indecision. <\/p><p>And he stares out the kitchen door,<br>Where the sun will rise no more&#8230; <\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what my future as a writer holds, but even if I never &#8220;make it,&#8221; as long as I don&#8217;t lose it, I&#8217;ll be fine&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Not About Lumberjacks<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>I don&#8217;t listen to Rush like I once did, but Peart&#8217;s influence over my writing is evident today. If you listened to <a href=\"https:\/\/nolumberjacks.com\/purvis\/\">Purvis<\/a> on Not About Lumberjacks, the influence is clear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In the story, I slipped in a line or two from Rush&#8217;s &#8220;Freewill,&#8221; all centered around a kid who lets a 12-sided die decide his fate. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And, in the best ending I may ever write, there is mention of the &#8220;Fountain of Lamneth.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Peart&#8217;s lyrics also influenced <a href=\"https:\/\/nolumberjacks.com\/alone-in-hq\/\">Alone in HQ<\/a>. This story would not exist without Rush&#8217;s <em>2112<\/em> and tune &#8220;Anthem,&#8221; leading me to Ayn Rand&#8217;s novella of the same name.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The other Rand books I tried reading after <em>Anthem <\/em>were&#8230;well, I&#8217;ll just be kind and say terrible! <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I will always have a soft spot for <em>Anthem<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Alone in HQ&#8221; is partially framed by the story, with the final scene a complete homage to the ending of the book.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Before the Stone&#8230;<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>Neil Peart will always be known for a relentless pursuit of seeing what his best could be. Few would argue that he attained it [perhaps, many times over], but he remained humble about his abilities throughout his life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And maybe that&#8217;s why he was a person I always looked up to. I know I will never write a perfect novel, because a perfect novel will never exist. But if I work hard before the stone and keep sharpening my words, I will perhaps have perfect moments.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If you&#8217;re wise, you know you have only yourself to fight against.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And if you&#8217;re <em>very <\/em>wise, you also know you don&#8217;t even need to take up that fight.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The best you can hope for is doing the things you love with mighty vigor and hope for the best.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I will always strive for more. Each book I start will be harder than the one before it, and I will work as long as it takes until it&#8217;s the thing I dreamed of.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m content in my pursuits because, for most of my life, I&#8217;ve looked up to the professor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>May he live forever in our memories and in the countless works he inspired&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"800\" height=\"377\" src=\"http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/wp-content\/upLoads\/peart2.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-7819\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/wp-content\/upLoads\/peart2.jpg 800w, http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/wp-content\/upLoads\/peart2-300x141.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/wp-content\/upLoads\/peart2-768x362.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My sister was five years older than me, and music (and books) were her refuge. 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