{"id":75,"date":"2009-11-05T23:14:12","date_gmt":"2009-11-06T04:14:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/?p=75"},"modified":"2009-11-05T23:14:12","modified_gmt":"2009-11-06T04:14:12","slug":"looking-back","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/2009\/11\/05\/looking-back\/","title":{"rendered":"Looking Back"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright\" src=\"http:\/\/www.christophergronlund.com\/blog\/tjw\/images\/lake1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"250\" height=\"373\" \/>There are times I look back on my writing progress in recent years and feel like I haven&#8217;t done enough. I can come up with excuses; some of them are even valid:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li> I spent a couple years caring for my big sister before she died from cancer in 2003.<\/li>\n<li>I&#8217;ve spent most of my recent years dealing with a large <a href=\"http:\/\/pituitary.org\/library\/disorders.aspx?page_id=1053\">pituitary tumor<\/a>.<\/li>\n<li>I finally got a decent job and decided to apply myself at work.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Still, I tell myself and others that &#8220;Writers write!&#8221; and in recent years, I haven&#8217;t felt that productive. Oh, sure, there are many short stories, some articles, and progress on a novel, but I haven&#8217;t produced like I once did.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday at work, a co-worker saw me writing on lunch break. He asked why I wasn&#8217;t out with the co-workers I usually went to lunch with before I started writing again on lunch breaks. I told him that I felt bad that I haven&#8217;t finished the current novel. I told him I needed to get back into the habit of writing regularly.<\/p>\n<p>When he heard that I&#8217;m working on my third novel, he asked me what the first two novels were about.<\/p>\n<p>I told him that my first novel was a humorous coming of age story about a family traveling cross country in a possessed station wagon. I told him about the second novel (a paranormal mystery set in 20s Chicago), and how I shelved it when I was done because I <em>really <\/em>wanted to work on the current novel. I told him about the current novel, a story about a recently-divorced celebrity chef who moves to a small town in northern Wisconsin right as the most hated person in the tiny town goes missing.<\/p>\n<p>When this co-worker wandered off and let me get back to writing, I thought about my progress in recent years:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>I finished my first novel in 2002 while caring for my sister.<\/li>\n<li>I finished my second novel after dodging brain surgery by minutes and struggling with an endocrine system gone wild in the years that have followed.<\/li>\n<li>I plan to have the current novel done by late February, or early March.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>That&#8217;s a completed novel every two and a half years or so. In that time, I&#8217;ve also written travel articles, magazine articles, and many other things.<\/p>\n<p>Even through hard times, I write.<\/p>\n<p>I may not write as much as I would have liked, but still &#8212; I produced when it mattered.<\/p>\n<p>I know it&#8217;s very easy to get down on slow writing progress. If you&#8217;re going through hard times and knocking yourself about your lack of progress, look at what you&#8217;ve accomplished &#8212; not at what you <em>haven&#8217;t<\/em> accomplished.<\/p>\n<p>Like me, you might be surprised that you&#8217;re not as behind as you thought you were.<\/p>\n<p>In fact, you just might walk away from reflecting on your production feeling mighty damn proud of all you&#8217;ve done!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There are times I look back on my writing progress in recent years and feel like I haven&#8217;t done enough. 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