I sometimes get so focused on a bigger goal that I forget to have fun writing. Over the last five years, I focused more on my day job than writing. I put off what would have been fun writing assignments for work travel and did all I could to contribute at my job.

I was never really like that. It didn’t sting when I was laid off–it was more a relief and a reminder that I stopped focusing on what mattered: just having fun writing.

Now, with some time available, when I think about writing goals, I’m not as focused on finally landing the big deal as I once was. Maybe turning 40 last May had something to do with it, but I’ve seen how far I’ve come and realize landing the big deal doesn’t define me as a writer — the two decades of working hard and pushing myself to get better do.

I’m the best I’ve ever been as a writer, and I’m having fun. I’m still focused, but I no longer think, “Things have changed so much that I may have missed my chances.”

Now all I see are opportunities.

I’ve been fortunate enough that some of my articles have been seen by a large audience. It was always strange knowing that a travel article I wrote was being read by hundreds of thousands of people, but I never heard anything from readers. While the money was nice, it didn’t make up for the silence and wondering if what I wrote helped somebody.

A reply from somebody I’ve never met telling me that something I wrote helped them is worth so much to me, so thank you for letting me know you like this blog.

Take care, and good luck with all your writing!

I’m a freelance feature writer as well as a fiction writer so this piece resonates with me, I agree with the points you make. And at times when there is nothing else, the intrinsic value of your writing simply must suffice.

So what I wanted to say is great blog, thanks!

Rebecca (Kent, UK)